Sometimes; i wish i was in A Coma.

946 words by Alayna at 5:32 pm on Tue. September 2, 2008 C7mnts

Yesssssss; i feel this song, so strong. At first when i heard it i was like- why would you wanna be in a coma?. That was a long time ago because now i know. But you don`t know the feelin of wanting to just dip set until you`ve spent time with my family [sweet Jesus save my soul], been to my school [where dreams go to die] or just had to deal with these people from the Board of Education [i swear to goodness my 6 year old brother could do a better job running the school system]- bein in a Coma just seems like- it`s gravy because you`re not dealing with any of that. But it`s all that &; the stuff in between. Everything`s so irritating, frustrating, infuriating [and everything in that mall]. I still haven`t been to school because of that gay uniform policy we have, i`m goin tomorrow though; i`ma go tell my administrator [i hate that woman so much] to fuckin take me outta this bitch RIGHT NOW & sign me up for Evening School *with a straight face*. Then i`ma get on the train, and go home & tell my mom i`m goin to night school. I don`t know what her problem is with Evening School, it`s from 6-10 Wednesday-Thursdays & 8AM-12:10PM on Saturdays [well, that`s how it was last school year. i doubt they changed it.] But i don`t see what her whole issue is, i`m just like; bitch, do you just WANT me to wanna off myself? Damn, it`s so… i just hate feelin like this. I could see if i wanted to just plain drop out but that`s not what i`m sayin i`ma do- i said i want to go to evening school, it`s at the same place as my regular school, and it`s only $25 [since i go to the day school] & i get my diploma graduating from night school [and i don`t have to pay all those senior fees next year, like i`d need to do in day school]. So it`s better than day school, and there`s only 400 people [day school has 4099+. which is why, i assume, most people do better in night school.] But this is still leading me to the question of; When did my mom start caring about my education? She`s the one who sent me to the school i`m at now even though when i was in 8th grade i told her all summer i don`t wanna go there, and my friend from middle school said i could use her address to go to the school i really really really wanna go to; they have trade school classes & everything! But my mom just wants me & my brother to fail in life, i bet they`re not gonna send my sister there.

But aside from all that, nothing else has really been up. I didn`t get my shoes because my mom`s bullshittin about how we can only wear solid colored shoes when i`ve been at that school for almost 3 years and have never worn a solid colored shoe; ever. So it`s ridiculous, she`s just sayin things. One day, she`s gonna need my help because her ass [or her "husband"] don`t have a job & my gramma`s not getting better, she can`t even get up to walk without help; so she`s unable to work now, and when i`m gettin money & have my own house if she shows up at my door- i hope she doesnt expect me to open it up, because i`ma always remember how she wanted me to be unhappy. just because.- with her bitch ass. [i told her that too, she started spazzin & we started fightin, but hey.]
Then there`s my wack ass “best friend” who`s aboutta make me go to her house across the street and throw a baseball bat through her window, and then bust up every phone in her damn house because she feels the need to call & nag me about comin to school everyday, tellin me how strict they are about attendance this year [because last year, at my school alone there was 2000 truants/drop-outs], and just blaze blah. JUST DIE JESSICA, just die please.

with her bitch ass, wack ass, sucker ass, dumb ass; just all around bitchassness. [s m h]

But yes. I`m about to go with my Icey, i haven`t seen him in a while. Then i`ll return cmnts. Maybe even open up Photoshop, i haven`t opened that up in milleniums it feels like.

Duces.

Drama, Family, Health, Money, Music, Opinions, Outside Life, Parents, People, Rants, School
Amarilys, Emerald, Jayde, Meesh, Nicky, Nique, Simone

sticky icky; friday fiziiiive

578 words by Alayna at 9:53 pm on Fri. August 29, 2008 C7mnts

[edit]
Tasha told me my WP wasnt working,
that stupid ass Captcha plugin was actin up;
i been gettin soooooo much spam though.
but i deactivated it, for now [til i fix the problem] so cmnt me away!! =]
[/edit]

I wasn`t even plannin on bloggin til next Friday but i must do my Friday 5`s.

• What was the last song that stuck in your brain and wouldn’t go away?
  Lloyd - Sex Education & at the same time Laze & Royal - Like a Pistol
• What’s something that sticks around long after you wish it would leave?
  oh Jesus; my MOM. i just do not know why she won`t leave. smh
• To what use did you put your last sticky note?
  uhm just to stick it somewhere when i was probably 12. lolol
• When did you last have Pixy Stix?
  not too long ago. they were bomb when i was a little kid, now they`re- not.
• What is something you are a stickler for?
  hmmmmm… music i guess [lol].

So anyway, i`m going shopping tomorrow for shoes & uniform, i don`t know why; i`m not going to be in day school for long. But i`ll take that as an opportunity to apply for more day jobs!! Then my fake cousin invited me to go to Hooters & she`s havin a party. Icey also asked me and the squad to come to this party tomorrow night too, i might go to both it all depends. But this weekend i`m definetly gonna go get uniform & shoes- Old Navy is havin a sale & the blue uniform pants and white collared shirts at Aeropostale are on sale, my demon sister ripped my cammi [i hate wearin shirts w/o them underneath] so i`ma probably get 6 [they`re on sale too]. Aaaaaand i got my hair permed, cut & dyed a mix of every red she had and it`s still black lookin!! I shoulda never dyed it black, but what`s done is done. Wanna see pictures? ; 001 // 002 // 003

And my phone [that i love so much, but i love the background even more ; 001 // 002

i`m about to make a video because i have nothing better to do. I`ll probably put it on here, but i`m not sure when the next time i`ll blog will be. But anyway, have a happy weekend everyone.

duces.

Friday Five, Materialism, Photos, Videos
Alayna, Amarilys, Brittney, Emerald, Jayde, natasha, Simone

Bye Summer. Hello Fall.

904 words by Alayna at 2:57 pm on Sun. August 24, 2008 C10mnts

I`ve just realized that not only summer vacation has ended, so has the season of summer itself [that`s sad right.] School starts [for people who are going back] tomorrow. This summer was some bullshit though, i guess after last summer every other summer is gon seem like some old bullshit. But it`s whatever, i change with the seasons i guess. New Nike`s, Ecko & Pastrys for me. I`ma dye my hair Spiced Cognac, i`m done with the blue; everybody`s copyin me now [lol]. But anyway;

A Summer 2008 Survey

1: Any summer crushes?
no
2: Gone on vacation?
no
3: Spend the night in a hotel with a friend?
no
4: Did you camp any?
Hell no
5: Did you have to take summer school?
surprisingly no.
6: Did you get heartbroken?
no.
7: Any fights with friends?
every night at Alayna`s is a night with friends :054:;
they never leave [lol]
8: Was your birthday over the summer?
no.
9: Did you go to any parties over the summer?
a few.
11: What illegal things did you do?
i`m already on “probation“. i just chilled. [lmao]
13: Did you go over your minutes?
my phone was cut off like the majority of the summer. lolol
14: Did you go shopping?
a little.
15: Did you dye your hair?
yea
16: Sing?
of course.
17: Did you go to a barbecue?
we had the barbecues
18: Any friends really piss you off over the summer?
no.
19: What time did you usually go to bed?
5 AM.
20: What was the latest you ever stayed up over the summer?
6 AM.
21: What time did you usually wake up?
4PM [lmao], but nothin was poppin til 6PM.
22: Most memorable things about this summer?
lmao; just meetin all these dudes. damn they were all just plain-
hideous.
23: Who did you meet this summer?
a lot of people.
24: Did you have a job over the summer?
i`m lookin for a day job.
25: Lose something this summer?
no.
26: Did you go to any ice cream places?
yeaaa, my friend works at the ice cream store.
27: Did you get sick?
i had hangovers but i didn`t get sick.
28: Go to the lake?
no.
29: How about a mountain?
no.
30: What was the most expensive restaurant that you went to over the summer?
lol; Fuddruckers
31: Have you gotten your schedule for school yet?
i have the classes, but i don`t have the teachers or classrooms.
32: Are you pleased with it?
i`m sure i will not be pleased with it.
37: Did you go see any new movies in the theatre?
yea.
38: What was the most serious conversation you had about?
lmao; i was drunk when i was havin most of my “serious” convos,
i dont remember them. i remember me & China`s mom were talkin about:
“racial issues” but we were laughin wholetime.
39: Anything personality wise and/or physically change this summer?
no. i don`t think, my hair color changed but it`s always changin.
40: Was this summer better than last summer?
not at all; well. the beginning of this summer was just super extremely fun.

My summer was not cool, the beginning started off fun, hilarious, interesting, new, wild & crazy. Around mid-July it got… boring.

Anyway; my Jaydee Waydee gave me a good idea. I`ma do this every Sunday [if i blog].

Songs i demand you to download

001 Cassidy ft. Snoop Dogg - Make You Scream
002 Drake - I Can Take Your Girl
003 All Star - Sex, Drugs, Rap
004 Tyga - Press 7
005 Tyga - 2 AM
006 Tyga - Don`t Regret It Now
007 Shop Boyz - Imma Ball
008 Ying Yang Twins ft. DJ Unk - Big Booty Judy
009 Jin - Love Story
010 2Pistols - Flexx 2008
+ 1 Pretty Ricky - Knockin Boots 08
+ 2 Dunk Ryders ft. Pleasure P - Meeting In My Bedroom [08]

they`re not all new they`re just songs i been feelin this week [or like, for the month or however long].

bye bye summer.

Music, School, Songs of the Week, Summer, Surveys
Amarilys, Barbilee, Bri, Jayde, krystin, Lyn, Nique


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